Hey Marcus...
ITS PINK!!!!
~~EDIT~~
Gah guys Im sorry about that last entry. I dunno what happened. I
just got really upset for no reason. OH NO!!! Attack of the
killer PMS-er!!!
So Kyles back!! Yay!! I missed him!!
So
my mom freaked out on me a second ago because apparently Im not
considerate at all for the stress I put on other people. And according
to my dad she had every right to yell at me. They make me really mad
sometimes.
So when my mom gets back my dad, Elise, and I are
going to the lake. Then tomorrow my sister, a few of her friends, and
my mom are going out there. Should be great being around a bunch of 7th
graders for a weekend.But most of her friends are ok. So whatever.
My
sister dropped a coke a little while ago and it spilled everywhere so I
had to clean it up. She helped a little, but mostly she was crying and
cleaning her clothes that it spilled on.
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
~~EDIT~~
So yeah I was super bitchy to Kyle on the phone just a min ago but I
cant call him back because he had to go. I feel bad. But its pretty sad
when your boyfriend would rather watch commercials than talk to you.
But I shoulda been nicer. Maybe.
OMG you guys. I leave for Europe in 7 days!!! Im
sososososososososososo excited!!!! But Im not gonna see Leesie till
AUGUST!! Because I get back July 2nd, but she leaves for Maine July
1st, and shes staying there like a month!! Im gonna miss her so bad!!
And everyone else of course!
So I want 50 comments, and that doesnt mean 50 from 1 person, or
like 25 from 2 people. I want them to all be different. That means 100
eprops bitches. Starting... NOW!
~~EDIT~~
Kyle broke up with me. In a text. What a jackass. Im not sad or
anything because last night on the phone I could kinda tell something
was wrong. But if he cant give me the respect to do it to my face, or
at least on the phone, I dont even want to be friends with him. Not yet
anyway. Im sorry, but by teh time most people are 15, they can be
mature enough to at least give an explanation. Guess hes an exception.
Oh well, its not as if we ever talked. Our phone convos were filled
with akward silences and shit like that. I was gonna act like I hadnt
gotten the texts, just to see if he would have the guts to tell me
himself, but I decided not to stoop down to his level. Oh well, life
goes on. I just wish I hadnt wasted my time on him.
You make me wish i wasnt me.. </3
He doesn't realize I'm even there..
I don't think he ever knew how much
I truly cared.. I guess the saying is true;;
Hearts are broken every day.
--|»* everyone seems to be finding happiness
ii guess i`m just falling a little behind *«|--
the FACE is the mirror of the mind
& eyes without speaking, confess the
secrets of the heart. ___ Saint Jerome
we often ignore those that want us
and crave for those who don't <3
don`t get MAD anymore.
because I expect the lowest
from people. even with all
i`m going through..i wouldn`t
change a thing. because life is
how youu GROW.
youu LiVE.youu LEARN & youu KNOW.
NEVER leave the one youu L0VE
for the one youu LiKE because
the one youu LiKE will leave Y0U
for the one they L0VE.
i`m allergic to bullshit
& lately i`ve been getting bumps all over my skin
I give up on love
I always get my heart broken
It’s not worth it anymore
A woman knows when you
look into her eyes & see someone else
- the notebook
Thanks to those who hated me,
You made me a stronger person.
Thanks to those who loved me,
You made my heart grow fonder.
Thanks to those who envied me,
You made my self-esteem grow stronger.
Thanks to those who cared,
You made me feel important.
Thanks to those who entered my life,
You made me who I am today.
Thanks to those who left,
You showed me that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who stayed,
You showed me the true meaning of "friendship".
Boy: what's wrong?
Girl: nothing.
Boy: why won't you tell me?
Girl: why should i tell you?
Boy: You used to tell me everything... what happened to us?
Girl: ...you stopped caring.
theres no such thing as a perfect guy.
i think it would be strange if somebody
was absolutely everything you always
wanted, because than there'd be no `'
challenge » jESSiCA aLBA ____ <3
just because her eyes don't tear
d o e s n ' t , mean her heart ; ;
doesn't cry . & just because she
comes off strong doesn't mean
there's nothing w r o n g
Everything changes eventually. That's just the way life is and
you have no control over it. Like suddenly people who you think are
always going to be there, they disappear. You know? People die and they
move away and they grow up.
heart broken ( noun ) [ he - art - br - o - ken ] -- something
that a guy does to the girl without even realizing how much it really
hurts the GiRL. -- RELATED W0RDS -- asshole ; tear ; endless nights ;
death ; suicide.
You're a little late.....
Im already torn
-*i WANNA BE THE GiRL THAT HES SCARED T0 L0SE, THE GiRL THAT HE
CANT WALK AWAY FR0M KN0WiNG SHES MAD AT HiM,THE 0NE WH0 HE CANT FALL
ASLEEP WiGH0UT HER V0iCE BEiNG THE LAST HE HEARD,i WANNA BE THE GiRL HE
W0ULDNT KN0W WHAT T0 D0 WiTH0UT
everyones gonna hurt you sooner or later you just gotta figure out whos worth going through the pain
You don't realize how strong a person really
is until you see them at their weakest moments
& all i've ever wanted
is to want someone
who wants me back.
Love;; (La-uv) [n]
giving someone the
ability to destroy you
but trusting them not to
i AM THE AUTH0R 0F MY LiFE - UNF0RTUNATELY i`M WRiTiNG iN PEN & i CAN`T ERASE MY MiSTAKES
One more kiss
Could be the best thing
Or one more lie
Could be the worst
When you cross my mind
I close my eyes and count
to ten and then i forget you
...
again
</3
SO THERE'S THiS BOY...
...& HE KiNDA HAS MY HEART.
FOR ONCE iNSTEAD OF TELLiNG ME REASONSz
WHY i SHOULDNT CRY, ACTUALLY PAY ATTENTiON
TO THE REASONSz WHY i AM iN THE FiRST PLACE.
so why should i bother??
--)why do my make-up?
--)why put up my hair?
[[its not like tomorrow you will start to care]
He's a champ
at this game
he loves to
play...
the truth may hurt »
but it's those lies that kill
-- Dawson's Creek -- <3
don't let the fear of `'*
falling hold you down
i think cupid should shoot him-
self ;; just to see how much love
r e a l l y h u r t s ________<|3
A kiss isn’t a kiss until it’s the one you really love.
A hug isn’t’ a hug until it’s the one you’re thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.
Love is just a word until it’s proven to you.
life never asks you what you want
its just gonna have its w a y ?
sometimes it doesnt give like it takes..
Dear, Dear Diary
I wanna tell my secrets
‘Cause you’re the only one
That I know willl keep them
Everything's okay...
in a fucked up kinda way...
Don't be fooled by a smile
Ignore that happy face
Because deep down inside
Is a completely different place
Don't walk over my heart, its not a doormat
Statement of Love: The Kiss
1.) Kiss on the hand.. I adore you
2.) Kiss on the cheek.. I just want to be friends
3.) Kiss on the neck.. I want you
4.) Kiss on the lips.. I love you
5.) Kiss on the ears.. I am just playing
6.) Kiss anywhere else.. Lets not get carried away
7.) Look in your eyes.. Kiss me
8.) Playing with your hair.. I cant live without you
9.) Hand on your waist.. I love you too much to let you go<3
[[ i ]] come u-n-d-o-n-e
by the things [[ he ]] said
No man is worth your tears and the only one who is will never make you cry.
"once you get what you want you got
something to lose." - One Tree Hill
Is it wrong to be afraid to fall asleep
Because you don`t wanna dream of him?
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